philophobic

I dont really know what to do anymore.

tears leak out of my eyes more often than they should because i dont feel like im worth it to you.

It hurts because your so worth it to me.

Its those times where i realize that if i asked you what i meant to you, i know you wouldnt really know what to say..

the sad thing is, that i would know exactly what to say.

thats the thing. Im so… willing to do just about anything for you. As much as i hate, and i mean HATE it, ive come to terms that we wont last forever. Ive desensitized myself to this.