philophobic

When it all comes down to it, all i really want is you. Your the one thing i need right now.. Just your skin in mine. We dont need to be doing anything. I just want to feel the softness, the warmth of your skin pressing onto mine, and i want to kiss the softness and warmth of your mouth. soft and warm, soft and warm. I just want to lay with you like that, wide awake and content in being tangled up like that with eachother. No one to bother us, no distractions.. Just you and i.

Thats why i want to just get away with you for a while. I dont care about the amusment anywhere we may go, i just want you.

I think that im going to get a hotel one of these weekends in a couple months or something. Just you and I. And we can spend a weekend there alone. Not worrying about your mother knocking on the door, not worrying about someone waking us up..

But, gah. On a side note.. what you did for me yesterday night was so amazing, so adorable and romantic. I walked in to a makeshift, super comfy bed that was made out of his couches pushed together. On the bed was a patter with some apples, some sandwhiches, and some kiwis.

Two of the sandwhiches had little cut outs in them, a cutout in the shape of an “I” on one, and the other had a shape of a “U” Then there was a heart shaped apple inbetween them with “j+h” engraved. Also, there werre sandwiches shaped like letters, also one in an “i” and one in a “u” and on the platter it was placed like this

    l i l

i   <3   u

   l u l

Agh it was so cute. xD man oh man. I love him more than anything. I wish he was here.