philophobic

I’ve never so badly wanted to dissapear… i want to so badly.

And so do you..

but here is the difference; i want to dissapear with you, and you want to dissapear alone.

I love you way too much to ever let you go. You’re the only person who is actually darling to me. You are the person i love. I hate this. I love you. I fucking LOVE you please do not leave me, i love you so so much.

i know you wont see this, but its so hard to keep it inside. I need you. I fucking need you more than anything in this universe.