You are gone now. Not forever. But, its been a few days since you’ve left and it already feels like months. Its already been too long and i hate having to wait for you to come back to me at the end of the month. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy, and im usually fine during the day. But it is in the nighttime when i try to fall asleep that i have troubles. It is then when i am in my big, empty bed alone, waiting for you and missing you. Waiting for you to come back to America from your trip, and missing you because now it seems like you are the only face i that i know. 

Its silly, all those times that we were holding eachother. I took them for granted because i was in denial that you would be gone for a month, with hardly any contact. Its also silly because i know that its really not that long, but time dragges so slow for me. And even more so when im waiting for something. It will be a few more weeks until i can see your face again. About three weeks, actually. Its hard for me to bear because i am so used to seeing your face everyday. I am so used to waking up to those eyes of yours and falling asleep after kissing that beautiful mouth.

I miss you, Jonah. And please remember that there is a blue haired girl waiting back in minnesota. She’ll be the one holding the pack of Camel Turkish Royals and waiting for you to wrap your arms around her again.

My heart hurts already because its already been too long. It has only been three days since you left, but you are already missed.

I need you so much closer.